Happy B'day!!

hey.. its my b'day.. and i'm no more a teen.. i'm 20 now..
and as in my prev post.. u have sen that i was in th process of making life superclifragilistic
... well..the process is done.. i have changed all that i needed to make life supercalifragilistic.. and now i am no more the same. i am now as follows:[:)]

i am what you are to me;
but i am not you, i am to you what you are to me.
i am not to you what i am to someone else,coz to someone else
i am what someone else is to me.
so be to me what you want me to be to you.
i don give and take,
i take and give, call me selfish or what.. but i am so..
and if you are wondering what i am to me?
well thats for me to wonder.. not you!![:)]

hmmm.. so its been quiet some time since i've put up a post.. well that was the lazy part of me..
but ow i am back.. (god knows for how long[:P])
so .. what do i have tonight...
well not much.. or quiet much.. depends on u ..
if u have noticed in my orkut account.. i've been in the process of making life SUPERCALIFRAGILISTIC(no spelling mistakes here)

yeah thats right..trying to make life more meaningful and trying to take myself close to perfection...
i think life is all about the pursuit to perfection.it never is perfect.. but it can be close to it..

so what more auspicious than the day when i will be 20 yrs old..

But what is actually going to change??..
well the ans is......"I DON KNOW"!!

i can only say that it has to be felt.. the change has to be felt to understand.


i asked few of the ppl around me as to what is their opinion bout me..i mean on the whole.. what they think about me..here is what some of them said.

"U have loads of AtTiTuDe"
"U are very proud of yourself"
"U r egoistic"
"U are a super bumper overconfident fool"
"U r too innocent, to understand the way the world works"
"U r too straight forward ;and u dont realize that most of the times u r hurting ppl by being so"
"U r a careless fellow"
"U r a very lazy fellow"
"U don believe in following rules"
"U r a rebel"
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so here it is.. most of them did not have any thing good to say bout me.. but then.. this is "ME FOR NOW"

And i will tel u one thing.. a reason for the fact that ppl are not comfortable with me is because i am way to bold and more than that i am too Innocent to be political to someone..

u might find the above sentence a kinda contradictory.. but i will explain if u really want to.. just ask me.. i am not going to explain for just no reason